YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE~ Elvis Presley

Elvis Presley
YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE

When you walk through a storm hold your head up high
And don't be afraid of the dark
At the end of the storm is a golden sky
and a sweet silver song of a lark
Walk on through the wind walk on through the rain
Though your dreams be tossed and blown
Walk on walk on with hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone, you'll never walk alone.......

Just for you, Madame...

If I knew

IF I KNEW

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord,
your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute to stop and say
"I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.
There will always be another day to say
"I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance to say our
"Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time for a smile,
a hug, or a kiss and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear
Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me,"
"Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today

*author unknown*

吞噬

灰暗沒有彩霞的黃昏, 這小小的一角落, 冷清沒有爐火的房間, 黯色的歲月默默地流逝, 回憶隨寒風從窗邊刮過, 一幕幕冰凍了心頭.

黑雲的厚幕似要將天空完全覆蓋, 不欲留下一絲光亮. 天地間沉默,不作一聲迥響.

夜, 從窈遠的穹蒼而來, 獨自吞噬了這個世界.

一星弱火 - 徐志摩

一星弱火 - 徐志摩

我獨坐在半山的石上

看前峰的白雲蒸騰

一隻不知名的小雀

嘲弄我迷惘的神魂

白雲一餅餅的飛昇

化入了遼闊的無垠

但在我逼仄的心頭,

啊, 卻凝斂著慘霧與愁雲

皎潔的晨光已經透露

洗淨了青嶼似的前峰

像墓墟的燐光慘淡

一星微燄在我的胸中

但這慘淡的弱火一星

照射著殘骸與餘燼

雖則是往跡的嘲諷

卻綿綿的長隨時間進行

幸福

幸福不是必然的. 看看身邊的親人朋友, 他們都是上天賜予的厚禮, 珍惜.

1.1.2005: 意外

當年, 我的一位好朋友在外國旅遊遇到意外, 沒有再回來了.

一直在傷心, 雖然事隔很久, 我亦沒有向任何人提及, 但我心裡很害怕突然會失去身邊的親人,我知道自己內心的創傷從沒有復原過來.之後多年, 面對了不少生活上的難關, 都是很辛苦地熬過, 使我明白到, 傷心難過係人之常情, 但只有樂觀積極地面對, 才能幫到自己和身邊比自己更痛苦的人.

過去已不能改變, 將來怎樣, 就要靠現在播下些怎樣的種子.

使自己活得快樂, 並將快樂傳開去, 這個世界需要的不是眼淚, (因為已經太多了), 而是令人充滿希望的歡笑聲 ~ ~寫於1.1.2005

12.26.2004

12.26事件發生後, 我坐在自己的房間, 抑制不住流淚, 不停地問, 為什麼. 寫了很多電郵給朋友, 大家的心情也很沉重, 比9.11更甚.

傷亡人數不斷上升, 頃刻間, 美麗的旅遊勝地變成人間地獄, 斯里蘭卡和印尼等地很多村莊被摧毀. 很多人失去家園, 至親還有寶貴的生命.

很傷心, 很難過.

然而, 傷感之餘, 也得要應付身邊的困難, 地球並沒有停下來, 它仍不斷在轉動.

人生的確有很多令人悲傷的事, 但我相信重重的挫折, 是不會令我們倒下來, 反而使我們更加勇敢地接受新的挑戰. 若要幫助困苦中的受難者, 首先是要, 學習放下憂傷, 令自己更堅強. 而我幸運地, 可以生存下來, 我會好好計劃新的一年, 積極地面對人生. 因為我知道, 生命是非常寶貴的, 不能隨便浪費.

寫於 : 1.1.2005

3.6.2004 : 煙飛灰滅

不知生命會在什麼時候結束, 也許頃刻就離開, 只賸下一堆往事, 不是每一位朋友也可心意相通, 也不是每一段友情也可長久, 人生原是變幻不定.

有時, 人離開了, 情意仍在, 有時, 人仍在, 可是感受卻變了. 是否曾經相愛, 一時間, 也難以定斷, 什麼是愛, 什麼是不愛, 轉瞬間已煙飛灰滅.

寫於 : Sat Mar 06, 2004 1:30 pm

3.6.2004 : 逝

對於好朋友的逝世, 每當想起, 心頭總隱隱作痛, 一直沒有向任何人提起我是如何的傷痛, 甚至她出殯那天我也沒有出席, 那時因家人不在香港, 不想獨留在家, 所以到了另一位好友家中, 那夜, 靜靜坐在別人的屋子, 腦裡一片空白, 死亡是永別了, 我再也沒有機會與她再聚.

直至現在, 才第一次說出積壓很久的感受. 才真正面對失去好友的哀痛. 曾有無盡的話題, 但過了那一刻, 什麼也不能說了, 像突然斷了線的風箏..


寫於Sat Mar 06, 2004 1:15 pm

2.19.2004 : 初看死亡

不知生命會在什麼時候結束, 也許明天, 也許後天, 有些人是再也不會遇見, 生命走到盡頭時, 會是怎樣, 如一抹灰燼散落, 要走的再也抓不住.

死亡, 是否傷痛的開始, 或者是終結.

第一次認識死亡, 是我中一的同學, 沒上了幾堂課便病了, 我們常連群結隊去探她, 不久, 她要戴著帽子見我們, 因為沒了頭髮, 不久, 她媽媽說不用再去探望她, 她已在醫院, 小孩子去醫院不好, 然後又過了不久, 她媽媽帶著我們走過山路, 攀上石階級, 看到了她的相片在石碑上. 她比我們早了許多離開這個世界.

第二次, 是長大了, 畢業後認識了一些朋友, 她是其中一位, 常為我們攪活動, 初次到蘭桂坊, 去澳門, ... 很多的第一次也在一起. 在一次外國旅行途中, 遇上車禍, 肢離破碎地離開了人世間, 那次是她與男友在結婚前的一次旅行. 生命走到了盡頭, 再也沒有回頭的路, 只得一直往前走.

寫於Thu Feb 19, 2004 10:55 pm